This one is my very first post regarding “Realizing the power of the vital force/the soul within a materialistic body”.Two case takings have been done.Firstly,I m presenting the story of “CHARACTER no.1”(as we presume)-
There “used to exist” a very hard working actress in Bollywood. I would like to pick up an instance from her life as narrated by her secretary –
“In early years,she was being appreciated for her work.One morning,she woke up feeling different.A day earlier she had fainted due to exhaustion,it was all downhill from there.She felt empty and directionless.She thought it was stress so she tried to distract herself for focussing on work,and surrounding herself with people ,who helped for a while.But,nagging feeling didn’t go away.Her breath was shallow, she suffered from lack of confidence and she broke down often.she got worse.Every morning was a struggle to wake up.THERE WERE DAYS SHE DIDNT WANT TO WAKE UP.She was dying.She lost all hope.She couldn’t stand up again,she didn’t want to fight.She felt like she was aging.She wanted to sleep a hell lot,SLEEP TO DEATH…”
FURTHER…sympathising with her,the secretary said“She was an adorable girl(she was about to say ‘woman’ but I don’t know why she improvised it..!you’ll know shortly).She had struggled a lot to come into movies”.
REMEMBERING SOMETHING..Secretary CONTINUED-“The day she had got her first movie as a lead actress,that I still cherish,She cried ‘tears of happiness’. Then she continued achieving compliments with that good fortune for a long time until she had to face the biggest cyclone of her life.She got into a bad relationship with a hit actor,and consequentially got ditched several times.”
(IN TEARS)The Secretary STRUGGLED TO SPEAK FURTHER…
“She felt ALL WAS GONE.One unfortunate morning,as I reached her flat…many people had crowded her place,I was irritated and somewhere had made up my mind for some mishappening to be held…and hopelessly made my way through…and… faced her, lying breathless over her favourite bean bag with a knife and her left hand bleeding immensely.(Due to such an immature act the secretary didn’t consider her a woman!) Well,I could simply cry.ALL WAS REALLY GONE…..”
No…I (interviewer)didn’t ask any why,how,etc! But the question that was raised in my mind was-“What is that thing on earth,that can be so ill-effective,more important, more precious,more valuable that a person can choose DEATH over his/her parent’s happiness,her sister’s love,her friends’ pride and also her fans’ hopes,her own outstandingly well-going parallel life,her unique ambitions”???How can someone be so poor inspite of having these many luxuries…..
SECONDLY,I’D LIKE YOU TO READ THE STORY OF CHARACTER NO.2(assumption)
This is again a story of a great actress and that also of the same era.She also faced exactly similar problem.But
SHE, INDEED,LIVED….IS LIVING…HAPPILY,CONFIDENTLY,PROUDLY AND UNCONQUERABLY…!!
To be literal,it wasn’t something that was destined to be…but it was only due to this girl’s ULTIMATE DECISION,POWER OF ENTRUSTING HERSELF,BELIEF THAT WAS HELD WITHIN,AND HOPE …
that helped her in regaining the strength to uplift her morals,her being and her worth,yet again.This time with irreversible effects.SHE HAD RETURNED!!
She has, recently, been awarded with ‘WOMAN OF THE YEAR 2014’ award(if u can guess who she might be?)
This ‘WOMAN’ also cried ‘tears of happiness’ but how genuine those would have been ,as those were shed not for achieving any movie,or award or applause,but for the time she had struggled through,that she had to face all alone,that she battled through,that any weapon she could have had was just ‘herself and her hope’, that eventually she came through,she did it….SHE HAD WON!!
According to her-“I felt burdened by something being heaviest.But I also think that DURING A DARK PHASE IN A PERSON’S LIFE,HE HIMSELF RAISES THE TIDES OF QUESTIONS TO CREATE OBSTRUCTIONS AND HE HIMSELF CAN BE THE ANSWER,THE CALMNESS ,AFTER THAT CYCLONE, BUT ONLY IF HE REALIZES….
I told myself that I can take care of myself very well,better than how others would do.I DIDNT QUESTION MYSELF OR MY JOB. I simply started reading,understanding and realizing.I just woke up next day.I took bathe with cold water,I was refreshed,I dressed up,asked my secretary about that day’s schedule and went on and on…I felt a spark blowing up in me,like something had activated my conscience,That something was “MY WILL!”. Something like “THE POWER OF ONE-SELF”…I was back with the bang.!!…And it was all because i didn’t underestimate myself.I didn’t look back.I went on.”
An analyzation was conducted among the celebrities all over the world on the account of “Fame and number of fans” and she was ranked among the top 10 celebrities ,globally….And Standing beside internationally famous people like Angelina Jolie ,Amitabh Bachchan,etc.
She cried ‘tears of happiness’ again as she had FOUND HERSELF!…when once also she had cried the same tears…but both the circumstances were different!!..
Coming from the blogger-
“You are you…That is truer than true…There is no one alive who is YOU-ER than you”….
(All sorts of comments are acceptable,do share your views and suggestions for the same….and
Can you guess who were the two actresses??)
NOTE:Next post will be related to “inspiration”
Hey all…With th every first post i’d lyk to welcum u all ovr here…nd join me in “REGAINING STRENTHS WHENEVER WE FEEL LOW”….v can together create our own unique worlds…LETS START!!
Thank u 🙂